guidance, guidance,
all i need is guidance.
tell me how to be-
to free me from this
free fall.

falling, falling,
i'm trying to stop falling.
how do i grasp
at any railing
when it always turn
away from my calling?
every banister along the way
rejects my plead & pray.

praying, praying
still i stay praying
hail mary's & tat vam asi's
which i think
i'm trying to see?
& to resist the
warm embrace
calling me home
back into deceit & desire.

deception, deception
everywhere is deception.
i'm still trying to discern
without becoming burned
wishing i had guidance
to lead me with
what they've learned.