just when it's getting good, i slowly start to freeze
just when it's feeling real, i put my heart to sleep
it's the memory i can see
then this fear comes over me
understand that i don't mean
to push you away from me

why am i so afraid
to crash down and lose my mind again?
i don't know, i can't see
what's come over me?

you found a way
of easing me
out of myself
i can't stay but i can't leave
i am my worst enemy
please understand
that its not you
it's what i do
just when i'm about to run
i realise what i've become

now i wonder what you think of me
don't know why i break so easily
all my fears are armed surrounding me
i can't get no sleep
i keep running in circles around you
you're the trap i want to fall into