Sometimes I can find joy and peace in my small existence. I wake up and make my coffee, grab my backpack and head to the gym. I go to my office job and laugh with my coworkers. I come home and build a fire, hauling wood across the yard. I make dinner for one and have a beer. I pack my yellow pipe and watch YouTube before I go to bed. And I almost eat this up. Itβs so simple and quiet, not speaking out loud for hours. Itβs just me, and my pet fish in this old house.