I'll be far, far as much as I can
even though deep down I know
I'll be near as soon as I hear your name
pathetic as I can be yet mundane

Chaos was all I ever knew
Oh how I envy you
I traded my heart for a can of stew
for wanting to give everything to you

I'll trade my life for one more night
one more late night walk
or maybe just a late night talk
while I get mesmerized as you spoke
or maybe just one more dinner
and after we'll wash the dishes together
and only then I'll be alright.