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Feb 14 · 50
kuma
Migel Feb 14
maybe if i did things right
would you be with me?
i just wish i could turn it back
back when i had the chance
Feb 14 · 58
hopeless
Migel Feb 14
you don’t seem to exist anymore
for me that’s unbearable
I came looking for you
even without hopes or a clue
hoping i’d stumble upon what i lost
wish the universe can bare with my simple cause

the more I miss you
the more i hurt
if missing you would **** me
i’d live for a million times
Feb 14 · 36
Unable to
Migel Feb 14
ever since we lost it
I never seem to find it
I changed my ways
went through my own dark days
yet all I could still think of
is that day you took off
I slipped my chance
lost you at a glance
all because I was lost
I can’t hold you without a cause
now I’m changed
better than my previous page
still I’m stuck on us
and i hope you aren’t
Feb 14 · 96
blew kisses
Migel Feb 14
Blue was my favorite as a kid
I didn’t know why till now
blue kisses I give
no one seems to notice how

with none to love
none to have
alone as before
i’m used at being bored

heed my warning
blue kisses i give
i wished i knew this before
before i gave you that kiss
Jan 1 · 149
Pity mine
Migel Jan 1
I'll be stubborn and keep writing
while knowing this leads to nothing
trails of paper I leave
mountains I heave
with hopes I'll recover
till then I slumber
Dec 2023 · 283
no new
Migel Dec 2023
seeing you heal feels a huge relief
watching you from here makes me proud
but I ask you this, how do you do it?
maybe it falls onto me that I swore to you too much
to the point I can't let go
or maybe I just refuse to let you go
Nov 2023 · 132
bewitched
Migel Nov 2023
I chose to love one
even now I choose no one
a curse I cast upon me
a curse I accept wholeheartedly
no amount of love can exceed
to what I gave and did
maybe someone could do the same
but we both know
no one else but us
can inflict this much pain
no one can hurt me like you do
a curse I cast upon me
a curse for caring too much for you
Nov 2023 · 137
one more might
Migel Nov 2023
I'll be far, far as much as I can
even though deep down I know
I'll be near as soon as I hear your name
pathetic as I can be yet mundane

Chaos was all I ever knew
Oh how I envy you
I traded my heart for a can of stew
for wanting to give everything to you

I'll trade my life for one more night
one more late night walk
or maybe just a late night talk
while I get mesmerized as you spoke
or maybe just one more dinner
and after we'll wash the dishes together
and only then I'll be alright.
Nov 2023 · 106
Hide
Migel Nov 2023
We agreed i’d let you be
But i just don’t want you to see
How worse i have been
How poisonous i could be

I told you that i’ll stop writting
I can’t keep those words
When i only shelter to these poems
Without you i’m cursed
Nov 2023 · 200
Tangi
Migel Nov 2023
I can’t face the world with my back empty
All I need was for you to be with me
But i know now it’s impossible to see
You again, just right next to me
Nov 2023 · 82
I left home.
Migel Nov 2023
i can’t go back home
For how far i’ve been
Lights at home was dim
My journey back home were grim

I left home and never came back
Wishing you’d take me back
But i can’t take that “me” back
So miserable i’ve been, i couldn’t go back

Nothing warm to hold me tonight
Nothing tight to hold me right
Knowing i wasn’t able to fight
Still haunts me deep at night

I just wish home was to be cared
Like how i imagined home to be treated
Filled with warmth and light
Keep her, do everything that’s right

Keep away from these words of regret
I just wish to repent
To go back to how it was
To bring back us
Oct 2023 · 99
Letting you go
Migel Oct 2023
I feel safe from the comfort poems give
While reminiscing from the moments we’ve
Cherished at the time where everything felt right
And nothing could ever change my mind
That you are right for me this time

Now we’ve gone back to how it really was
No connection nor communication
Back to how much of a stranger we are
Wish i could bring it back
But were deep enough our path
Still i’m willing to walk with you
Hoping you would still be willing too

Maybe in another dimension
We could walk side by side
Hand in hand
But now i’ll just be happy to what we had
Sep 2023 · 394
Always you
Migel Sep 2023
Everytime i write
It’s still you that fill my mind
It might not be well for me
But i was never well without you
This heart always calls your name
And i know so do you
Aug 2023 · 135
Chaos
Migel Aug 2023
I lit your match to start a flame
I danced with you along with every pain
I hoped our matches could stay the same
But it never really goes our way
We had faith that we’d stay
Stay through this tragic i made
Afterall
I lit your match to start a flame
If you’re able to see this, i’m sorry
Still i’m happy we crossed paths
Jul 2023 · 289
I may or may not
Migel Jul 2023
I may breathe independently
Or i may not need your sympathy
But deep down i know
Some part of me wished
You were here still beside me..
Oct 2022 · 154
Misty
Migel Oct 2022
We let things come and go
To and fro
but for some reason
Letting you go aches me so

One day we'll be okay
till then we stay
it will all make sense
everything will coalesce

pain will exist
as to why I'm writing this
bare with every kiss
even if not in a bliss
Aug 2022 · 179
Wanderer
Migel Aug 2022
A walk from home took me miles
a walk from home would be different
if home was so full of smiles
Aug 2022 · 105
Sun shy
Migel Aug 2022
The sun never compared to those eyes
With burning passion enough to melt ice
Who knew a gaze could feel warm
Warm enough to feel like home to no harm

Lay onto me while gazing through
Reaching hotter than the sun
Lay your body against mine
And burn for more heat we can barely stand

Don’t shy away for these eyes shine,
That shine brighter reflecting from yours
I hope time passes slow for us
For you to look into more deep
Till i could barely contain the heat
Jul 2022 · 124
Cobwebs and tears
Migel Jul 2022
From shallow halls to painted walls
Each time it fades, we put it back to place
Heavy time forever mine
These cobwebs stick, entangled minds

As we dance to our song played
Along with the sky dim but star gazed
Blew of cold winds to our skins
The only warmth we felt was ourselves

Yesterday was a gloomy day
The only thing i knew
Was your heart that day
Now i’m covered in cobwebs
With entangled mind
How did it come to this
How did it led to tears
Haziness of yesterdays events always reflect at present doubt
Jun 2022 · 117
High on you
Migel Jun 2022
You’ll always be a drug that i can’t help but take
You wring out my cents, captivated by your scents that makes my world make sense

Soberiety is a state i avoid, keep me high, keep me in this void
You leaving me will wake me up from this slumber
This dream i’m having, i hope it lasts forever

Let me be the only one that you intoxicate
I’ll let my sanity be tamed even self contained
Let me in to feel the sensation, held by your temptation
I live in this world where you are all i crave
To which all i taste is all of the moments we have
And live in the memories we make

The seek of others attention deeply affects me
You are my drug that is supposed to intoxicate me
Obsession may be the word but you’ll be my drug and i’ll be your addict
May 2022 · 200
No end
Migel May 2022
Path left unprotected is a path bound to be neglected
Misty and weary eyes, stare at the roads with lows and highs
Gaze upon the road no that has no end
Only to see, it leads to a cliff, a dead end

Dismantling every possession, made pact and became a possession
I fell deep and as deep as i go, the higher you go
Capture the love you need that you deserve
And maybe i’ll fall more deeper, deeper till i feel no nerve
Apr 2022 · 127
Percipitate
Migel Apr 2022
If the eyes you seek were eyes that are not weak
You seek solice to the eyes of someones so meek
If i pour rain your cup shouldn’t be filled
For the roof is for protection that i built

Clouds take up a storm, thunders that form
It gets heavy as i take in
Don’t mind if it starts raining
Releasing is part of it don’t catch the sick of it
Releasing such tears is form of sincerity and fatigue
Not to direct onto you the pain which cost me
Tears i let go are things that are just hard to keep in
The more you keep it in the more you are struggling
Mar 2022 · 154
Arms of thorns
Migel Mar 2022
How long can everything last
moments we lost count
feels nothing but stored only in the past

These arms are no home
Only pains to hold and let go
keeping you close don't keep you safe
holding you back, I'm out of place

For the while we intertwine
Keep the memory of joy
or even the times we whine
even cried

Never forget where we started
let it be a lesson for how we ended
Mar 2022 · 106
Working it out
Migel Mar 2022
Knowing it wears on heavy
Every words has it’s own effects
Bound to indicate how much it affects, Us

Working it out takes toll
Days, months and years
All this time i never were able to run dry

Who knew weariness can catch up to me
Many weights add up, heavy for us to lift up
Maybe if doubts were straight

We never would have felt this way….
Feb 2022 · 192
Wither
Migel Feb 2022
Time will come where words won’t match
Feelings unattached, colors mismatch
Having no clue to what to do
But look where the mess you made
brought you..

Whimper seen, misty scene
Foggy till i lose sense
Making it hard to coalesce

Maybe love can fix
Maybe love can amend
But it won’t be easy
Because love is not enough

Make it seen, even effects shown
For day by day
Bits get taken away
I still for that day to come
Where i see your smile reach up your eyes
Feb 2022 · 80
Solar
Migel Feb 2022
Powered through the night
Even stars that watch get caught by the light
But only goes for so far and for so long
Even stars lose it’s track, no turning back

I manifest for sunlight to seep through blinds
See through lies, seek full ties
To receive such warmth and light
Like a solar
Keep me through the night
Jan 2022 · 389
My Love
Migel Jan 2022
May the heavens give you reasons to stay when you have none left
And time to spare for little moments we deeply care
Jan 2022 · 180
My preservation
Migel Jan 2022
Part of me where still resides inside of you
that resemble my flower in a stormy field

I still hold what's left of you
that's grown big enough to resemble the tree
that can't be move by even strong winds...
Oct 2021 · 168
Sunrise
Migel Oct 2021
My dearest star in this empty night sky
Hold my hand till you bid goodbye
Sun will always rise my dearest star
Dry those eyes for I won’t be far
I’ll always be close wherever you are
The sun will soon rise
But i still want to stare at your dearest eyes
The sun will soon rise
My dearest star

In another timeline
Oct 2021 · 326
SWM
Migel Oct 2021
SWM
There will be days where I can't fathom
can't handle
selfish to say but I expect you to be my candle
may you be lit or not
just stay with me.
Sep 2021 · 258
Cloud Chasing
Migel Sep 2021
All you ever wondered was chasing clouds
In all every of it's form
unsatisfied to which bounds
hard to catch and deform

While the clouds are what you chase
I stay focused on you
unlimited to my case
because you are my cloud
in all every of it's form..
Sep 2021 · 327
Behind the scenes
Migel Sep 2021
I talk behind these closed curtains
Where tears echo to the sound of it’s drop
And every silent gasp you hardly maintain
behind every curtain
Is a smile exhausted
And i don’t watch from the audience
I stay behind curtains
Behind your burdens i see
Sep 2021 · 95
My fire in the snow
Migel Sep 2021
I've written new, far from being blue
for seeing you is flames burning in the snow
light that sustains forever glow
if ever it dims and weakness show
do not worry
I have more things to make you burn
more things to make you grow
for giving me the warmth
it's my turn to give you hope
You are my hope, I'll be yours too
I love you
Sep 2021 · 118
Extinguish
Migel Sep 2021
As we dance gracefully in the heat of the moment
We burn for more than we could imagine
We dance without care
We cry heart out
And till we can’t
For it’s all burnt
Too late to extinguish
Sep 2021 · 79
Restless
Migel Sep 2021
This shell that i portray
Where dark and misty mindset and thoughts
Don’t cover of what’s in me
There a safe space beneath under this mess
That can offer anything
Even nurture a seed
For i’ll hold you for as long as i can
Sep 2021 · 67
Crumb
Migel Sep 2021
I would cherish our relationship as to a bread
For i’ll pick and save even the crumbs
Small things i do appreciate, even problems at cost i comprehend
Sep 2021 · 63
Choices
Migel Sep 2021
To when two point come to misunderstanding
would it be to understand alone or to make way for the other to understand
Sep 2021 · 498
Pillow
Migel Sep 2021
Let me hear your thoughts
see your troubles
feel your pain
only then will I ever be useful
Sep 2021 · 295
Scribbles
Migel Sep 2021
There are days that I can stand nor understand
but I comprehend in the end
things will come clear
like how inevitable a fog is
if you wait you shall see
till then be at peace
Sep 2021 · 126
Uphold
Migel Sep 2021
Raise you heart, offer your world
pride have sunk on the ground
**** up the words
for I want to give rather than recieve
Sep 2021 · 254
Write
Migel Sep 2021
I intent to cope with expression
but drown with frustration and agression
I want to be cleared out of this sea of thoughts
and fasting mind that eat me up
now I write only to express
unable to cope
Sep 2021 · 242
Unfavorable
Migel Sep 2021
You wish for a star so from a far
unable to reach it from a far
settling in what's bearable
I felt unfavorable
2nd option max
Sep 2021 · 191
Time Alone
Migel Sep 2021
Befriend the existence of your loneliness
because only then you'll feel
the company of yourself
Reaching out to those who feel alone
Aug 2021 · 107
Flunk down
Migel Aug 2021
Words filled, stored in
Bring nothing but ill words
Sick steam, high beam
How uncontrolled this mind works

Now i fall in this state
To which i wonder
And realize
It’s like this
When i always over ponder
Aug 2021 · 68
Encumber
Migel Aug 2021
How a heavy heart
Weighs down words to be spoken
Living in the state of bed ridden
With chains that clamped the soul
Stuck in the illusion
Of sorrow
And dark tomorrow
Aug 2021 · 89
Unknow
Migel Aug 2021
If i told u that i lost hope in me too
Would you also lose it?
Leaving me wondering to take
Precautions that i make
One step and one breathe away
For it all to crumble
Get taken by the wind away
Aug 2021 · 63
Blunt
Migel Aug 2021
I can’t bring much more
doubts have been more to reach the floor
I sink in the ground ponder and ask
Why everything for you is such a vast
Why life is such a blunt knife
For you to cut and push hard
Only to see nothing to be inflicted

Mind has swallowed me whole
And this’ll be my space
Thoughts and words is all i have
Heed this call
Cause i don’t think i might last
Aug 2021 · 60
Ring
Migel Aug 2021
A loop of metal with shiny thing on top
Where flesh and bones pass through
And cannot be removed nor blew

A long with the words we utter
Silent loved ones listen
To the sound of butterflies flutter

Still fear could struck
Hosting for it to be abduct
The future you breath
Might be the breathe of regret you exhale
I overthink confusedly, tag between hope in myself and doubt, now things get difficult, and affect things even the future
Aug 2021 · 156
Ponder
Migel Aug 2021
Would the scars heal faster than the wounds inflicted?
Those are not the questions to be asked
Why do constantly inflict wounds?
Jul 2021 · 66
Fall
Migel Jul 2021
Both stays at fall, but meanings don't match at all
one might mean the action to fall
and one mean to crumble

for the other means inlove
and without notice... the other means apart
To my thinking we would go down the same path of falling... i guess i lead u the different direction
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