Seasons change like paintings outside the windows Nestled in, looking out, they never seem to care Only my path seems to be clouded in winter Look around there's never a chance I dared
In the darkest there's a light at the end of the tunnel The one I thought was lost and hated from before It's bittersweet, the way it rises from its ashes When I could've swear I wouldn't see it anymore
And I can see it taunting me and promising new hurtings I can hear it burning like it never stopped There's a duality of wanting it to fill me completly And walk way, turning my back to never pass that door
Leap of faith is such a tantalising thought Devoid of meaning, a ghost vanishing in the air Constructed worlds are populating my subconscious But I truly know not a part of them will ever be there
Seasons changing as they always do Numbing cold, complacent heat shaping the atmosphere Lungs breathe an illusion of life I move away but I can't disappear