It was a few years ago but we didn't know that until now

I've seen tragic,
comedy,
more magic than you could shake a wand at
and on it goes
but we know that nobody knows the depths of despair
unless you've been there
fukin deep init?

but we crawled out from it and
inch by inch we watched the hands of time play tag with the mistress of chaos back and forth, round and round
and inch by inch we learn that it's down to us
to keep going.

I want it to stop  
but not
yet.