Finding peace and closure while writing Stopped complaining started praying Making the most of things thankful Gave it all to God learning to forgive Learning to be patient focused on health Want it now not later determined to live Waiting for a match the right liver God's time and will have faith Got lost in the word not the world Try not to lose hope impatiently waiting A close call that didn't happen Overwhelmed with anxiety Praying for the moment to be in the OR A new ***** to get rid of the jaundice Yellow eyes and bad skin dieing inside Look healthy be able to be normalish No more pain and suffering hiding it Being bold strong when scared as hell