I don't know who I am anymore.
Maybe I never knew,
Or maybe my self
Is not something meant to be known.
I know what I want,
But not how to get it.
I want to be a good mother,
A kind person,
A strong leader.
I want to be loved,
Honestly, this time.
But I'm not sure if I know love at all.

I'm committing
To a life
I don't know

All I have
Left of me
Is hope.