I could tell that I'm starting to appreciate it. Solace - peacefulness
I feel like a mental Haze has lifted.

Not being with her has taught me I'm a very fragile person and when I don't feel right I don't think right.

I know I wasn't thinking right, I knew I wasn't doing right.

Considering how fast everything moved and how fast everything stopped this past month was like a car accident.

She's the type to think that nothing happens by accident everything happens for a reason.  I know there's a reason that not everybody in your life is meant to see the highest you the best version of you. I kind of wish that I knew what that looked like for you, I kind of wish you knew what that looks like for me. I'm thinking clearly now. I'm moving better now.