i used to be radiant, positive, and content.
i used to be happy over the littlest things.

i'm not anymore.

now,
i'm bitter.
i'm pessimistic. the littlest things make me sad.
i never let things go. i never understand why i deserved all this.

when i was all those good things before, i was taken for granted. and i never want to let anyone gets to feel who i was before. not even myself.

i wondered how many times a person can hurt someone until they're finally broken. now i know.