Life itself is your teacher and we are in a state of constant learning. Don't smile and pretend you can't see the messy darkness.
Admit to its presence. Accept its reality. But don't get tangled up in it either. Be kind to yourself. Gaze into the abyss as to educate yourself about its nature, but don't become entranced by its hypnotic power.
Don't give up, scheme to reclaim your power from soul-******* influences but don't turn the process into a blood-and-thunder showdown that wreaks epic chaos.
Don't compare, everyone is on a different journey. You will be amazed at how much protection and relaxation you can generate for yourself simply by being a poised lover of life who is free of melodramatic reactions.
I live these remaining days seemingly lost, just a soul in this crazy beautiful world with poetry my art and I dwell within the shadows but it is in the shadows that I can see, being careful, calm and free.