I practically always feel so unattractive
Don't even feel worthy of being approached by people
What a tragedy
I'm always feeling unequal
In comparison to my peers
I feel like I'll never be enough
And that's one of my biggest fears
My adolescence was no help
It ruined me
Made me think I'd have nothing else
I gave up on myself
And let my emotions control me
I drowned in my own consciousness
Now my mind will never be free
I keep hoping for the day
When I'm courageous enough
To follow through with what I say
But again and again
I'm submersed in my weakness
I'm brought back to the start
Thinking *I really need this