Finally told you how I feel and it was liberating. Was tired of the reluctance and nicety and fake virtue, may as well spill my guts. I wanted you to know that I hate you, and how vile you are, and how much of a disgusting pig you are. I wanted you to see that side of me. That's the side that sleeps well at night, knowing he has no one to please & no one to rely on; peace of mind