You are not failing. You are winning. The residual Death that was so unfairly placed into you is the only part of you that is eventually going to fail.
..It is going to totally fail, my beautiful friend.
It is you that will Overcome, Love. The thoughts of failure are real because the embedded Residual is still there.
With Love and Support, one day its loud scream
.. will forever be reduced to nothing more than a whimper.
As your good friend, I am forever going to remind you who you truly are.