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Aug 2023
Confusion,
It takes its hold of me and burrows in my memories
Diffusion,
The back and forth the black and white I just can't choose a side
Dissolution,
When it all comes down to this I think I dismissed all the answers
The Solution,
Let it burn away until I'm left there holding nothing

I can't get away the hallways always seem to loop back
This won't go away I'm stuck inside a version of my myself that I thought died
The demons are calling me with words so sweet I wish they were facts
The angels that follow me are worried this might be a relapse

The god that's inside of me is screaming won't you let go
The part that's been killing me is
I want to go home
But there no rest in sight
I've lost my right to the light
And by the end of this night
I'll know if I'm wrong or right

Though it's been killing me, I really know I want to go home
The demons that follow me with sweet words that shake me to the bone
All of this time I spent just to understand that I know nothing
All of the rage I felt has turned out to be aimed at nothing
All of the pain I've felt was sought by my own hand
Im searching for an enemy and found  the target painted on my own back.
Written by
Avestani  27/M/In My Head
(27/M/In My Head)   
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