...people ask me why I am so cynical, why can't you take the chance and trust, the answer is simply 'because of you' reflective views flip my psyche into another dimension you ask why, I keep my distance never to connect on a deeper level I laugh and smile, I learned that from you, a keen cover to hide the truth 'because of you' my mind is twisted, my body recoils listless in the heavy load, a burden that was not my doing so, when people ask 'why so wary', I say something flippant to cover my painful angst laden reasons why, but we both know... it's 'because of you'.....................