I want, I need, I have to cut...
I want to hurt myself so bad right now.
I feel blinded by the pain.
It isn't going to stop.
It's not going to stop.
I need to cut it out of me.
I tried… I really tried
But I can’t do it
I can’t do it
I sat here tonight for an HOUR!
AN HOUR!
Rocking and praying...chanting...
Only God can save me...only God can save me
But He didn't answer me
Why didn't He answer me?
He never answered me then either
I am so bad that not even God can save me
I don’t want to play anymore
I don’t like this game
I don’t want to play now
Don’t make me play anymore