i picture you reading this sitting crosslegged can almost hear your voice caress the words with your soft thought with your soft eyes were it to be that i could be there and ask of you your true thought ask of you for your unabashed view that i could beg to understand this human condition for you see i have not known such as you i have been denied and i would surrender all that i am all that i have to know your mind to know the tenderness of your heart release me from this existence this diabolical snare from which i am unable to escape for it is the simple knowledge of you that is true freedom but its more it is all i have left