i long for adventure in a thicket of canadian green with a scent of petrichor and a cool foggy scene i long for freedom in a concrete jungle of history with big dreams of the youth and a tingle of newfound mystery i long for tranquility in an island paradise at sea with flowing waters and a population of only me i long for knowledge in a society void of it with vivid language and a sense of wit most of all i long for happiness in my complex psyche of doubt with no idea where it is and no way to find out