I'm breaking to pieces on the inside My words sound so frail and hollow "I'm fine" " I'm okay" - yet again I lied The bitter pills life gives me are hard to swallow
Reality hits me hard and I can't breathe The anger swells within my heart I push it down but still I seethe This life does all it can to break me apart
These personal battles that I fight Never seem to have an end I'm so angry I lose my sight Now my reality starts to bend
Sinking to the bottom of my resignation Settling on the ocean floor Biting back my fiery indignation How much disrespect can I ignore
Unbridled fury flashes in my eyes I'm sorry I let that show I know it takes you by surprise But I guess it's better you know
I'm consumed by my mind's corruption In its infinite cascading spiral Fearful of my next eruption Because my rage is viral
These feelings wash over me In waves that carry me away I float on the surface of this sea Trying not to drown - every day.