..and before Sun up
I'll be up
waiting for the Sun
to come up and
inspire me...

..and that tires me
as if  two hit men
were out there
conspiring against me
but of course
that's me and my ego
going at it hammer and tong,

both right and at the same time
both wrong.

I'll say so long and then wonder
how long is so long?
not long enough
I expect.