same man who told me i would be his girl ripped my heart out and slammed it onto the floor. haunted by betrayal, it twists around my room it sits upon my bed and it refuses to listen to you or me. same guilt pressed against my skin my own friends lost so much sight of me. i’m sorry. he was accidental tears falling from my eyes makeup worn to disguise the melancholy deep within my soul. same man who told me i would be the one to take home told me to go. stretched out on the beach, nothing but the sky and sea reaching towards a meaning you would never give to me. somehow now it’s all my fault i misread all your calls i had mistaken your sudden advances for something meaningful. you’re a narcissist, a crawling goblin, a regretted kiss, your knife still sharpened over my silk body, over my salty tears over all these doubts you couldn’t heal carved a heart shape out of my chest left in a dying mess i bet you’re happy knowing you hurt someone like me for the hundredth time do you ever learn? before you hurt people like me who just want to be seen by a man who tells us we’re beautiful? does it burn you to see the fireworks sink from the sky beside your bedside? or do you never regret anything never apologize when you’re mean never have to take accountability for your stupid actions. you are the glass shards in my back aching intensely the extra teeth in my mouth just puncturing me you are a brutish maniac, a life threatening heart attack you are a dead man run ahead, man. same man who loved me for months says he’s done with this. same man who betrayed me still thinks he’s holy. same man who broke my heart still thinks he’s an injured part. oh, you never knew me but i must not have known you too well, either.
about someone else’s situation. the audacity on some people and the naivety of others.