Not into parties love the family Never going to live up to standards An outcast looking in wanting to fit in Some one is always mad holding a grudge Talks down on you once a stand is taken Others offended when questioned Always the bad guy just trying to be Gained thick skin desensitized emotionally Feelings go deep dark overwhelming Backed into a corner heart racing Mind grasping to logic and reason Being in an uncomfortable situation Why is the guilt spiraling out of control Never understood all the hype One minute your loved scared to mess up Next you are forgotten no one bothers