It’s zero hundred hours on the 1st of July I’m alone with the truth of silence There is something to be said for stoicism, for getting on My soul longs to release a river of tears I focus on the light patterns Across my dated artex ceiling Rays of light like sunbeams Through my 70s style, wicker light shade I wonder about the lonely households All the broken hearts The ones regretting And the ones taking it all for granted Melancholy surrounds me like an aura And spreads under my skin