Seven ruler-straight horizontal lines Two solidly thicker vertical lines connect those to the palm of my hand And one in the shape of a hot, bent, metal stick almost hiding in my arm's crease. They look so soft now but I remember when each one of them was ragged and ****** and I was crying out for someone to help me. I never left without my sweatshirt, I tried to blame it on the cat because I couldn't explain to anybody my reasons for harming myself, you can't just describe your demons that easily.
These scars are a map, a storybook on my body of the time I needed so badly for somebody to hold me. When nobody came with a rag to soak up the blood I was trying to get out of me I realized that I was either going to have to learn to love myself or let myself die right there.
I am happy to have these scars for they mean that I chose the former, escaped that dismal ending I had chosen for myself. They prove to me that if I can come from the edge of death to the person I am today there's no reason that I can't do anything else.
this is an idea that I really want to write about, but this poem needs a lot of work. any comments/criticism/suggestions are welcome!