My hands are fidgeting as I think of you. My palms are sweating just thinking of your name. I miss you too much for it to be sane. Hollow are my insides, as my smile subsides. Because I can't hide the truth, I love you, and I can't figure out why, no tears left to cry. No matter how tightly I hold myself together, the pieces of me keep falling apart.
from three years ago, from the first time you broke my heart, and i forgot and loved you again.