I could never get use to the thought of sharing my bed
2. I think subconsciously I'm afraid of people leaving & walking.
3. Afraid of someone waking up one morning & deciding, what we have isn't worth war.
4. Leaving would mean that I'd have to deal with my foul spirits
5. I'd have to sleep & nurture loneliness. Drown my soul in pages filled with blank words
6. Walking away from me would mean I'd never be whole again because the best parts of me were invested in you
7. You'll never come back to me
8. Sadness & I would make love every night.. Until I give birth to little demons whispering 'you're not good enough'
8. To the walls of my bedroom I'd be known as 'the girl who can only keep a man for a night'
9. I'd stab God with thousands of prayers, curse him like a broken violin of vocal chords.
10. Stay with me, just until my insecurities fall asleep.