You create a new way of doing things It clashes with the old way of life Far from the past, but it's well known Scared of the future unknown territory Not knowing what's next, a clear mind Afraid to fail one-shot opportunity Holding onto what's left is a fight Lost so much overtime, never again Old friends fade away, memories Scared to start over somewhere new Not sure where to start anymore Bounced back many times before Faced those fears inflated with hype Taking on maniputive egos Toxic mouths continue to run Eventually, signing a death wish