May 2023
from miles away your eyes see
a girl who's really pretty
but when she let's you close
let's you take her hand and hold
you start to notice the flaws
and realise,
-the serenity was simply chaos
and you are repulsed by her reality,
"your admiration in all its fragility"
and that breaks her heart
when you hate her other parts
parts that she hid from the world
but chose to show you and only you.
why do people leave
when they get to know her, ask you i?
that only strengthens her belief
that it will always be the glittery gold that satisfies
a girl who's really pretty
but when she let's you close
let's you take her hand and hold
you start to notice the flaws
and realise,
-the serenity was simply chaos
and you are repulsed by her reality,
"your admiration in all its fragility"
and that breaks her heart
when you hate her other parts
parts that she hid from the world
but chose to show you and only you.
why do people leave
when they get to know her, ask you i?
that only strengthens her belief
that it will always be the glittery gold that satisfies
never let anyone near for they love what they see from a distance
the nearer they get, the more they see, offers nothing but resistance
so keep to yourself, both physically and mentally
it's always your body and face that interests them, never your personality
they hate what they see and that's why they stop talking to you
because they love your good parts but hate your issues
the nearer they get, the more they see, offers nothing but resistance
so keep to yourself, both physically and mentally
it's always your body and face that interests them, never your personality
they hate what they see and that's why they stop talking to you
because they love your good parts but hate your issues
