Read the Bible felt empowered Recharged playing with the bass guitar Writing to get this mind sharp Keep focused on work need to keep busy Paying medical bills invested in health Hustling for insurance get out of debt Stay above water learning to float Surviving the chaos of the storm Bobbing for air to stay alive Not drown sink to the bottom Trying to be normal without judgement Always asking about my health Older tired and slowing down Others worried it's not helping This health condition not an excuse Doesn't help feeling medically discriminated