destructive friendships
are what i'm attached to
not sure why though
i mean nothing to you
yes, we were in love once
and that was truly great
but now we both changed
and gave up on that
why am i still hooked?

why do i get butterflies
whenever you speak to me?
why do i ignore others
when your name
comes up on
my cell phone?
why do i fantasize
and dream of your touch?
why do I still want you
i will never be enough

i'm supposed to be happy
committed to a perfect guy
but your presence lingers
and creeps inside my mind
why do you still affect me?
i need to know the reason why

you are the most cold hearted girl
i ever had the chance to know
but my love for you
continues to grow
you're so beautiful
and captivating
it's almost a sin
you are evil
but charming
but i can't give in

as much as i love you
our love is in the past
but my feelings
will never change
they will continue to last
even in the present light
i don't want to love you
but my heart is stupid
it was shot by a faulty arrow
the property of the bad cupid