Hard to write when the page won't load Working hard starting to feel burnt out Wanting to live life feels closer to death Been a long week with aome long days Feeling in a daze working for insurance Saving up while getting paid for long days On the outside looking in working harder Trying not to be annoyed certain people to avoid ******* one's self being the worse most harsh critic Wanting to more but coming up short Feeling like a failure so much to be thankful for Focused on the blessings not what's missing A dream put on hold after being denied