I walked and walked and walked until my feet were bruised and swollen and bleeding. I cried that day... all ******* day... and I didn't care one bit who saw me. I ran that night, on my bruised, swollen, and bleeding feet, I just wanted to feel the pain. I wanted anything and everything to hurt on my body to make me forget what you did. I washed the pain away with whiskey and gin-- because I knew it would make sick. I smoked the whole day-- Just because I'm allergic to cigarette smoke.
Yesterday I felt the pain in my body... the pain I had felt for so long in my heart. And yesterday I saw you kiss her when you had told me you loved me. Yesterday I watched you pack your ****... my eyes burning holes into your perfect back. And yesterday I broke the window of her car, glass shattered across her face, and I felt no shame when she cried or you yelled. And yesterday I walked and walked and walked until my feet were bruised and swollen and bleeding because I just wanted you to know I can feel pain too.