I sit here
tears in my eyes
Pain on my mind
the fear of what it will be like
to be alone

doom scrolling they call it
hoping to feel better once more
but all it made me think of
was you

the you who was there when I needed love
the you who was there to help me find myself
the you who I trusted with my heart
the you who I showed my body too
the you who made me laugh when I cried
the you who knew what I needed when words failed
the you who stays on repeate in my mind
the you who I watched crumple
the you who threw his life away
the you who got left behind in life's expectations

so many names
so many faces
but they were all you
a you I might meet one day
maybe



hopefully