I know there isn't much I can do. But the thought of you harming yourself pains me in every way possible. The thought of you depressed kills me slowly. This is suffocating me because I'd love to take the pain away from you. There is a pound in my chest that takes my breath away. The weight on my shoulders brought me to my knees. My darling I know it's tough right now, it will take a long time to be okay. It really will. But I'd love to be your dose you take to suppress your fears. I can't say I'll always be there to save you, but I'll always be here to treat you.