I have hurt my heart, I have treated it cruelly. But it made me feel like a fool, Daydreaming of a different life Where I am loved in return The way that I have loved my heart.
I have wrung myself out for my heart, Gave my heart shelter, cooked it dinner, Gave it what little I possess So that it may dig itself out of the hole its been in And one day love me the way that I have loved it.
But my heart did not dig, It settled into the home that I had given it And blew me kisses from the bottom of its ditch. And so I looked at my heart with anger and hurt, Because I gave it every opportunity to reciprocate the love that I have given it, And still my heart did not dig.
So, my heart, I need you to leave Because I cannot keep throwing you rope That you will not catch And extending hands that you will not grasp. I only have so much rope And so many hands.
And I'm sorry that I have been callous, But, my heart, You have worn my affection paper-thin. You have exploited my generosity, Reached the bounds of my tenderness.
So now my heart sits alone And so do I. Alone together in the home we shared. Soon, I will be alone And without my heart, Unsure of how to keep the empty walls From closing in around me.