It is always there underneath it all the walls and barbed wire the locked doors this entire facade he wears every second night and day. Only slipping through cracks when he's weak and he breaks. Like when he pushes himself to the end of his strength so he can't hold the tears he's refractured again. Just a broken boy all alone demonized as a man. Though he does what he knows is right when he can. No matter his efforts it is never enough So detached he becomes from the people he loves. They've sewn his mouth shut, and they keep lighting matches. So he'll let their world burn when the straw at his stake catches.