It pains to know that you are a no one to someone that means the world to you. Their behavior is kind towards everyone, and not exclusive towards you.
Some of their commitments were mere words, just like meaningless chirping of the birds.. One can associate just any sentiment to them, its not one of the bird's concerns.
I wish you happiness, love, and peace, thank you for being my most honest critic.
I mean you well, I hope you live well, I hope on my toxic memories, you never dwell.