i don’t know who i am anymore
i feel myself becoming her
becoming all that i said id never be
the cigarettes i used cough around are now the only way i feel at ease
the alcohol id get goosebumps from is now the only thing to numb the pain in my mind
the razor i had used to feel pretty i now use to free my mind from its torment
the body i used to call beautiful i now see as disgusting  
the friends i thought i’d hold onto forever are now slipping through the cracks
the person i used to be is gone
i’m her now