I watched a movie last night toward the end saw a couple on a boat rowing toward the western golden light then the clear Aegean floated me into a cove in my brain where mystery and emerald waters became plain.
My memory organizes my life by place.
The brownish sandy beach where I whittled driftwood with my first Case knife. The oleanders near the cyclone fence, climbing the wiry fence tops chasing my friend Vince who cursed those wires that caught his *******. The river running through Tamaqua on a family trip east as a kid but I can’t see the faces or hear the names of my New Jersey kin I do see the wood box where me and my cousins hid. Gone are the faint glimmers of folks beyond the red-blooming poisonous bush the names of aunts back east I wrote juvenile letters to but I recall their ice cream parlor wall painted bright blue.
Closing my eyes I see the yellow floor and the bent aluminum legs of the kitchen table I wiggled under as fast as I was able to avoid Daddy’s long brown leather belt and when he missed I heard his anger melt when he couldn’t suppress a giggle.