When the night is cold
And I'm all alone

I remember that night we shared
Under the stars

Our bodies begging
Our minds clouded and clear at the same time

I remember how I looked at you
Truly saw you
And I smiled

I smiled as I pulled you close
Wishing it was more
Despite every nerve in my body
Terrified of what could happen next

I remember that night
So vivid
So clouded

And yet despite the non existent communication
I still think of you
And wish you were mine