Being shy I open my hands Whatever I get I feel content I don't ask for more Or less The wall is enough The shadows on the ceiling Make me feel a certain way There is nothing on earth That doesn't make me feel Something or another As long as I feel I know I'm alive I can't turn back time Can't forward the clock My mission has ended So I sit with my thoughts I know I'm being tested But I feel so tired My excuse is I'm half asleep Then I get shocked Then I go back to sleep I'm on leave Until I get back up Show me what there is I'm missing And please stop Hurting me