What does drowning feel like? It's when your mind is dumping memories and emotions. It's when you sit there and stare at old pictures. It's when you sit in the shower for hours letting your thoughts win. It's when you're letting people in your life that don't deserve to be there. It's when that message you sent, knowing it still hurts. It's when every laugh can mask the sadness. It's when the sun is shining but you're inside all day. It's when you realize drowning isn't just water.