It's 1:00am in the night I closed my eyes but my mind seems hesitant My soul seeks for a place to hide But my spirit acting irrelevant A devastated hurtful heart Beating backwards every time each beat comes a little late and with questions? 'Like how and why?' 'did you not cry?' 'Why is thy eye?' 'Filled with tearful smile' 'is your tear sack dry?' 'From those hurtful trials?'