I remember when you told me
like it was yesterday
I remember that feeling
and I remember the way
I could barely breathe

Reality hit me in the face
I touch my cheek to feel
The sting is fresh and red
It was surreal
being knocked to the ground like that

I look for something to drown it in
but I'm left without it, choking down the pill
I'm nothing, nothing at all to you
and if it was your goal to ****
I'm dead, as I've always been to you.