Not wanting to live in anyone's pocket. Conjurer provided promise of better days to come. In discrete indulgences No promontories of feeling. Drowning in the sea. My sea is full to brim of dreams. Overflowing fast. So wanting to get in. Battering doors down. Desperate to get in Laying down and screaming. Kicking at the dust. The kerb-stones blow up in my face Screaming of insincerity. Hell I'm no disgrace. I don't want you to go said he. Me neither I said. My phony smile in place. Both knew it had to be. Wanted him. He wanted me too. Far to much to ****** bear. This bear's grizzly. Keeps sobbing like a baby girl. ****** silly cow! When you find one for whom so much you care. Two of a kind. For definite. Unending delight. Infinite love in darkness of night! By ladylivvi1