uncertainty sets me ablaze.  
I combust and I implode.

Life revises itself and I lose my balance
I am a child again, feeling unsafe, feeling the floor cave in from under me. My arms outstretched,  I reach at everyone and everything just to grasp anything.  But everything disintegrates from my grip and I slip through the cracks. Broken bones and bruised, but you tell me heal every time.
How?