Better to stay away those unsettling feelings returned Use to think I coukd trust you Going hard with that guilt trip Expecting me to give up and let you win Always had your back so much pain Saying I love you after ruining things Insulting others then adding just kidding Acting like your world is better Even though I use to be part of that We use to date it failed part of fate Everything I was denied you did Went on without me never good enough I'm wishing you the best no hard feelings Ive been focused being better Find someone to meet your high standards What you need to be happy What you're looking for in your quest It's not me I'm not the one We could never talk just argue Doing some shady activities behind my back Always picking a fight or trying to get me to confess something to justify your wrong doing Accused of cheating but never alone being together felt smothering She was watching me but never did anything Being isolated from friends they don't like one another put in an awkward situation Everyone leaves in the end another life in another place Can't remember anymore so far away Got sober reminder of blurry moments