Being able to escape the bad Focused more on the good Stopped letting family be discouraging Asking what I want instead of giving in Not giving up lost in learning The bass guitar a connection to a grandpa that passed Drawing use to stare at a blank page Not thinking too much letting things flow The creative process able to feel again Moments at the track escaping home Bettering your mind and body Life's not bad being around toxic people Made it easy to leave without looking back Not involved anymore The childhood trauma Doesn't continue in adulthood